This post may seem super ungrateful and selfish, and let’s be honest, I know I am being all of that. I keep trying to shake it and be happy with what I have, but dumb hormones...

I had my first baby shower yesterday and I was SO disappointed that our friends from our old home town said they were coming, but didn’t show. I also felt so bad because our host said that they counted 32 to show and only about 15 showed, all family. Which is fine! Don’t get me wrong! But only 4 of us were young. Everyone else was older, so it made for a bland party.

Also, and this sounds awful, but I’m so tired of clothes! It’s all I’m getting because we’re having a girl. And I get it. Girl clothes are so cute. That’s the easiest thing that I can get. None of our gifts were things we actually need. We did get diapers, so I am grateful for that. But I feel like there’s still so much and I’m praying that someone comes to their senses and gets something from our registry.

I know I sound awful and terrible and just down right spoiled. Anyone else have something similar happen? It would make me feel better if I knew that my emotions weren’t totally mean.