And yet again, the dreaded one line test appears. 2+ years of constant heartbreak and it only gets harder, why does this feel so hard. It’s so frustrating watching everyone get pregnant, not planning it, not even wanting it, and ending up with their little joy. Why is it that i have to constantly fight for mine, cry and get angry for mine. I’ve done everything we can think of, nothings wrong, everything’s “perfectly fine”, said every doctor we’ve been to. Yet, every cycle that passes my heart breaks just a little more and I’m so ready to throw in the towel. I just want to know when will i receive my blessing. I’m so tired.