Feeling sad

Anyone ever have days where their happy and feeling like everything’s going to be fine but then says where your sad and terrified of a miscarriage? Or is it just me?

Today is one of those bad days 😔 I try to just work through it and distract myself, tell myself I’m not bleeding or cramping therefore the baby is still there for now and that’s all that matters but I sure which I could relax. I wish I could have an ultrasound every week, I wish i was 12 weeks so I could calm down, and I wish I could know for sure when I think I might feel baby kicks. 😭😭😭