this waiting is killing me

CD 37

7 days late

20 DPO

All HPTs are neg

I'm super bloated, lower back pains, today started cramps which made me think af might come, but they stopped. I'm pretty sure my nipples are bigger and darker. They have little bumps on aereola but husband says I've always had them. I just can't tell because I never really inspected my boob s before.

At this point, I want af to come so we can continue trying. It just annoys me because I've been so regular for the past year and now we're TTC and I'm all messed up!

Calling the doc tomorrow to get blood work and find out for sure. TWW officially stands for 3 week wait maybe even 4 week wait.