Oral sex, I suck! (no pun intended)

I'll be the first to admit, I'm no good at giving head/ brain/ neck/ throat, whatever you call it, I suck at it. I also don't do it because I hate it, I hate that I gag a lot and so afraid of throwing up, I hate the consistency of precum on my skin, let alone my mouth, so there's another reason I don't do it and I just don't really enjoy the taste of dick.

Anyway, my husband likes it and wants it but he doesn't really complain. Instead he just stopped going down on me, haven't done it in about 2yrs 😥 but I hate giving head so much that I'm living just fine without it 😒.

We used to have so much sexual fun when we dated, I actually used to enjoy driving him wild with my tongue, although I think it was more the weed and alcohol that made it good because like I said, I SUCK!! but I wanna go back to those days, minus the cannabis or at least try to turn up the heat a bit.

Our 6th anniversary is coming up in a couple months and I really wanna surprise my husband with some bomb ass head, especially since I'll have my period on that day, the least I could do is attempt to please him right? Anyway, I went to my trusty all things sexy site, Adam and eve and got some cool things to try out. (I'll attach pics) I got an oral sex kit, with throat numbing spray, flavor packet, some other things but it's all designed to make oral sex for both of us. I'm also open to suggestions from you lovely ladies, who don't have a problem in that department.

Of course, I get a couple gifts just for shopping... condoms, dvd, another throat spray/gel, some cock rings and a vibrator.

I also have a 25% off coupon on 1 item if any of you gals are interested 😉