Ok, so I’m in year 10 and this guy I like in year 11 came on a school trip that I went to and the whole week we had fun, messed about and flirted and I strengthened and created new friendships with other people...

But as per usual I made an utter fool out of myself multiple times 😔😔😔

Firstly the guy I like and I had a funny “bf/gf” thing as a joke going on (welp) wish it was real and one night we were all playing ping pong then he puts his arm round me (I have never had a bf or hugged kissed or anything a boy) and I literally miss the serve and shrug his arm off after then say omg you put me off 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤯🤯🤯😳😳

(Imagine there is a facepalm emoji) And then on the coach ride to the resort from bowling we sit next to each other and I effing fell asleep and don’t remember a damn thing (he says he asked me out when I woke up) but i know for a fact that I talk (LOUD) in my sleep and my friend filled me in on what I said- hint it was about him!!! Ahhhhhhhhh awkward much...

there were a few more embarrassing things that happened but omg I’m so scared to see him and the others in school next week as we both stay after school together for a club that has literally only 3 people in it all of which who went on the trip!

Omg what should I do?!! Help please and feel free to tell me if I’m overreacting