How would you feel?

Tonnette
So I have not been able to conceive for yrs now. I am married and my husband has two children by previous marriage she also has an oldest son that stays with us too. She do not have none of her kids. She recently had another child on my husband birthday and name him the same first name. The three that we have she is not the best mom, she wants to be there friend and not there mother. So far the last 6 years I have gave my all to these kids. The only one that cares and respect is the 17 year old girl. The boys 24 and 19 make me feel like I am just a maid. I do not ask for recognition on Mother's Day but my birthday they could not even day happy Birthday day too me. It hurts cuz I want my own so bad and even more I have all this love they don't even want but I still try to give anyway. Tears is all I have. With my medical conditions doctors think it is not best for me to have a child. MS, PTC, and Lupus.