HELP!!

Jayden

Ladies I need help... I have had 2 miscarriages (3 babies) and I miscarried both at 9 weeks. I’m now pregnant with a baby girl and I’m 17 weeks and 1 day. I’m still so scared to tell anyone I’m pregnant, I’m scared of planning my maternity leave, my baby shower, my registry, or ANYTHING because I’m scared from my miscarriages. I’m scared that this is a sign that I might loose her because I don’t want to imagine my future too far in advance... I’m scared that something might happen so I find it hard to connect to my baby and to get too attached. I feel like this is a sign.... but I’m praying it’s just nerves. I don’t know how to deal with it but I hate feeling like this. Please tell me I’m not alone and that this is normal?!! Thanks for the help. ❤️❤️