Feeling defeated

This is a venting post FYI.

This is my first pregnancy and it has not been easy. I have not had time to enjoy my pregnancy not once. I am now 30 weeks pregnant and they found out I have anemia. Really bad too. Now as if I wasn’t anxious enough already, im even more anxious about things going wrong during labor and delivery. I was given these huge horse pills to boost up my iron but I have naturally inflamed tonsils that’s it’s almost impossible to take them, trying to figure out how to get that done regardless. I love my baby girl and I can’t wait to meet her but now I’m terrified what being taken away from her before I even get to meet her.😔