husband rant

So my family is budgeted to the dollar. And I just found out I'm pregnant again. We're super excited for this baby! The problem is in order to you know, afford food, we have to pay off some debt before we have to pay for daycare for two kids. We officially have 8 to 9 months to get two bills gone so we can afford this. Well my husband knows this and in spite of crushing debt and living pay check to pay check he just droped over $300 on magazines (Update: magazines are the clip that bullets go into to put them in the gun. it's not porn.) We might have been able to swing it but he didn't tell me about it and then he tried to hide it. I only found out when I went to kiss him and he quickly exited out of his phones email. We've had the honesty conversation before but apparently it means nothing. I'm just sick of this selfish kind of behavior.