Depression is a bust

Julia

So I’m 24 weeks pregnant haven’t seen any of my friends since I moved 6 months ago, I messaged the only 2 I have and asked them to hangout with me and my son for a few hours while my bf and his best friend went to see a movie... 1 read my text but didn’t reply the other just never replied my bf asked if it was still okay for him to go and of course I just shrugged it off and started bawling because I feel so alone... I didn’t want to say no please don’t go and ask him to change it to another day.... I don’t want to burden him just because of my lack of friends... the hardest part is 1 if those friends I raised her baby for 3 1/2 months so she could find herself and figure her shit out.... the other I babysat her kids for free whenever she wanted me too.... I was there for both of them for 5 years.... now when I need them they don’t give a shit about me... I just feel so hurt and betrayed...