This sounds abusive but you need to read it

I was dead asleep, and my so had his hands on my butt rubbing my butt I guess trying to turn me on.

Mind you again I’m totally asleep and I’m dreaming that I’m being felt up by some random guy and I got mean.. I pushed his hands aways and slapped the shit out of them.. and just kept slapping his hands and he said “what the fuck?” And that’s when I realized I was dreaming and woke up.

I feel awful about it. I told him what I was dreaming about but I still feel bad that I slapped him like that. It wasn’t just a little slap like I was being mean as fuck.

Am I a horrible human being

This has happened to me in real life, the dream I mean. So it makes sense for me to react the way I did but still.