Missing my friend!!

I have smoked cannabis for 12 years. I have never done any other drugs, but weed had helped me deal with anxiety for a very long time. now that I am just 5 weeks pregnant I stopped smoking when I found out a week ago! I just came here to kinda vent on how much I miss it!!!! there's no way I would risk smoking while pregnant. my new little love is more Important than anything now but lemme tell you....i can't wait to smoke again!!! one positive is I'm starting to get tired a lot now, which help bc a huge part of my usage was to fall asleep. any other new mommas out there in the same boat?!