Sales advice? 😰

So i recently started a job leasing commercial property and it would be too much to explain every part of it but basically i feel like I’m not doing a good job and my bosses are not happy with me 😭 I’m not an aggressive seller and I’m not sure how to go about this.. can anyone offer any advice? I don’t feel comfortable talking to my bosses..

To give you perspective, the day i told my boss I’d miss a Friday for a funeral (of a close friend who took his own life) he called me to a meeting to tell me sorry for my loss.. it was this moment where i was sobbing in front of him he chose to tell me about my short comings at work..

I want a new job but live in a small town and there isn’t much available