Can I just be honest?

I was told about 3 years ago I had PCOS. Was put on meds to help regulate my period. It has been working. Then I was told to monitor my ovulation. When a month went by and I hadn’t ovulated my dr prescribed clomid. When that worked she quit giving it to me. So, after being fed up with getting meds only to with hold them. I went to a different dr. Who immediately ordered an ultrasound and only found 1 cyst outside my left ovary. All my hormones came back fine and normal! And this whole time, I had been ovulating on my own. Just wasn’t testing at the right time. News to my ears! However, I go though all this, thinking we are TTC, but in all honestly. We aren’t. Not really, we don’t have sex all the time. My DH needs hip surgery. So sex is almost not even worth it, in my eyes. Not worth the pain he goes through after the excitement is over. However, it never fails, I still get upset every time AF comes. We aren’t preventing but I can’t really say we are trying. Does it make me a bad person if I still try to track ovulation and plan sex around my +opk? I’m just ready to be a mommy knowing now I can be!