Had a 2nd ultrasound today... Two weeks ago I had my first, I was suppose to be 7w6d, but measured 6w2d and the baby had a low heart beat. The doctor told me that I could of just conceived layer because the heart be was normal for what I was measuring... Went in today for a follow up...was going to tell my son he was going to be a big brother... We in alone, my husband stayed in the waiting room with our son. Had an ultrasound... The baby hadn't grown.. And the heart beat was gone... I am so upset, so hurt...so lost...

I am now home, waiting to shove 4 pills up in me, to finish the miscarriage because my body is still holding on as if everything is OK... Still acting as if I am pregnant...

It hurts... And I am lost...

Thanks for listening to my story... Needed to get it out some way, as we only told a few people... Didn't even tell our parents yet... 😭😢