Really struggling...

So some of yall know and that's why I'm posting in here (because no one is ever in the pregnancy loss/miscarriage groups so I've given up posting there) that I had a MC and had to have a D&C and alot of health issues follow along after... anyway once I get the I'm healed and all good to go from my dr I'm not sure what to do. My husband wants to start trying again right away but at the same time our savings are down because of all the medical bills so he's hesitant-ish. He knows I don't ovulate on my own and that I have endo and another unexplained infertility issue so could take us long again to concieve so he more so wants to start asap. I on the other hand am so afraid to go through all this again and as much as I want a child or children I don't know if I want to start trying again right away or if at all.. my dr said I can go back on bc if I want or start trying right away(once i get the ok from a check up when/if i heal)... I kind of want to get back into working out and being healthy again without trying... I don't know if I want to get pregnant again yet I know I want to have my own kids and would regret never trying again because I'm too afraid for this to possibly happen again... (see my struggle 😟) I'm not sure what to do..