TTC after 2 miscarriages

I guess I just need emotional support, words of encouragement, and hope.

I had my first miscarriage in December of 2014. There was no fetal development after 5 weeks but I carried until what would have been the 12th week without knowing. I had my second miscarriage last year in June at 5 weeks.

I’m very anxious. My doctor won’t do any testing until a 3rd miscarriage and says statistically I have nothing to worry about. Of course I know that’s not necessarily true.

It took me nearly 3 years before I would try again the first time. One this past time. I’m so scared that if I miscarry once more I’ll be done with this process. I’m so tired of being in pain.