This was my first cycle with clomid 50mg cd5-9

Trigger Sunday  and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> was yesterday. 

I am feeling really down today and I've been crying on and off since <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> 

I had 2 extremely painful HSG's. The first was unsuccessful so they gave me medication to relax for the second one and they also gave me medication to induce labor and soften my cervix because they couldn't get in there. 

Well my second HSG didn't go well either. I was screaming the entire time and it was the most traumatic and painful thing I've ever been through. I told my RE after that that I felt scared to do and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. She promised me she would do it herself and it would be painless. Well <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> day came around and she was no available. My <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> hurt very much, albeit not nearly as much as HSG but I still cried from pain for 20 minutes after the procedure. DH is tired of seeing me in all this pain. He wants us to take a break. I'm feeling mentally defeated and seriously not understanding why my cervix is so difficult to get into. I've been bleeding since my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and the cramps as so bad I have to walk hunched over. I feel as if they just stabbed a hole into me because they couldn't find the opening 😳

Anyway.. Any hope that anyone could give would be greatly appreciated. I already feel the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> won't work because of my blocked tube. I'm tired of being terrified of the pain I will be in every time they go down there😓