All almost that time

I am 33 weeks today. Baby is asymmetric iugr. I am super nervous. They want to induce me at 38 weeks unless she stops growing completely and take her earlier. My pregnancy before this one was induced at 41weeks 6days. She was 8lbs 6oz. Her shoulders were stuck. Got her out safely. The next day i had a huge bloodclot hanging out of vag. Doc came in an checked and said it was a placenta accessorie lobe. Happens very rarely. She went in and got it out and that was worst than delivering my daughter. I had no meds while she was doing that. So this time im really freaked out about the labor and delivery