I sinned

I have been vegan for a very long time, sometimes only vegetarian because I just can’t seem to stop loving dairy products and eggs. And I hate it. I really try. I can’t remember the last time I had meat - it’s been AGES but the past few days I had the worst cravings to chew boiled chicken meat and yesterday I drove to the next grocery shop and bought sausages and as soon as I was back in my car I ate a sausage and I couldn’t stop going “oh my god ohhhhhhh ohhhhhhh” because it was so delicious and I felt so guilty at the same time but here I am: Finished all 5 of them in the span of 10 hours.

Does anyone else ever crave meat so much it drives you crazy? Drinking milk? I know it’s so bad but I literally go crazy and I can’t seem to srop it and sigh