My Hope

Jacobi • Married•Mother of 3•07AUG02💜•08MAR08💙•APR20♥️•God always answers🌻

Good morning everyone!

My hubby and I are TTC. I have two kids from previous and let’s just say I didn’t know trying to get pregnant would be this hard😔 Often times I am bummed out when my period shows up, but this month I really broke down. I started thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me. I was worried that I can’t give my Husband a child. I gave up, I even voiced my lost of hope.

But...

The very next day I read my morning devotion :

With that I felt the need to keep trying 😊

I was estimated to ovulate yesterday or today as my first positive OPK was 19April18. We are Active Service Members and sometimes our timing can be unparalleled to my fertile days. As this time my Hubby is on mission. However, he came home yesterday and will be home today, but leaves to return to his mission Sunday morning. I have been desiring him this whole week! So when he got home last night we had a lot of fun😍 and it was amazing! 😉

Last night wasn’t about TTY is was about our love for one another. A genuine intimate connection. The energy was high and flowing gracefully 💜

My hope is that we are confirmed pregnant next month, but if not, I realized that I want continuous nights like last night💑

I hope we also get the desires of our hearts to conceive💛