Finished my first round of clomid this month. Took a htp at 10DPO but it was super negative... I got so discouraged that I packed up all of the baby stuff I have been savings,

Pregnancy tests, ovulation tests and anything baby related and shoved it to the back of my storage closet. Now I’m 2 days away from my period and I’ve been cramping pretty much since ovulation so I’m convinced it didn’t work.. too scared to test. I’m just about ready to give up 😞 this is too much for me to handle emotionally and physically.

Don’t know why I’m posting this other than the fact that I just needed to vent. Hubby doesn’t understand what I’m going through and has somehow managed to be more than positive this entire journey. But I’m just ready to throw in the towel.