I know what I want and don’t want. I know that I hate getting attached after sex. I am not down with sex, because something always happens and I always get hurt when that happen. I rather not meet anyone, I rather just be detached. When I am detached, everything works out good, when I get a attached...crazy shit happen and I want to talk to that person every day. It seems like when I am detached, men want to keep talking to me. But when I get attached, they want nothing to do with me. It’s better to be detached because I won’t get hurt. When I detach, I keep my wall up, I really don’t trust anyone.