scared out of my mind.

🌻sarah🌻 • Wife 👰 mom of 3 amazing boy 🧒👦🧑🎀🤰🏼and finally my princess 👸

I'm 37 weeks today. This will be my 3rd baby boy. my oldest is 14 the middle is 5. Both pregnancy and labor were awful. 14 year old was born at 33 weeks and the 5 year old 38 weeks but had preeclampsia and almost died two times due to blood loss. I'm scared out of my mind to go into labor. I have had both boys with no pain medication and this time I have decided to use some but have no clue what they will be like. Not sure how I feel about getting a big ass needle in back. I guess I will wait and see how things go.