Is this a crazy idea?

Question

Please do not judge me. Idek what I am thinking right now lol. Here it goes. I am going to lose my virginity to one of my guy friends in a month. And you’re probably thinking it’s crazy that I think that’s gonna happen but trust me. Anyway I am trying to prepare myself and I have a dildo but every time I put it in it hurts SO much and I have to take it right out. Even with lube. I am just trying to prepare myself. Anyway I have a bunch of lesbian friends who offered to help me out by fucking me with my dildo. I know that sounds weird but we’re all just super close and it’s not weird. Anyway. I really want them to give me a drug that will make me pass out so they can just basically fuck me (with my consent) so when I actually go to fuck my friend it won’t hurt. Is this a really crazy idea? I know you’ll all say it is but just be honest.
But also I’ve low key had a crush on him forever and have always wanted to lose it to him, as he has to me. We used to be s thing ***

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The only thing that I find weird is the drug part. Never over take drugs with anyone ever because your best friend is your worse enemy and people will take advantage of you, what if they cut ur hair ?, what if they take pictures ? Are u really think this through ? No offense but if u can’t think that through you clearly aren’t ready. And your friend are already taking advantage doing that to a girl knowing your clearly vulnerable . But I’m not here to judge you. So now let me tell u what u should do
If u want to lose it to him wait to you see him he will kiss you or give u butterflies when he touches you and your body will prepare it self and your vagina lol if you let it all happen naturally it’s better. 
Ps: if u need some more convincing, it will definitely feel 100x better for the guy if you let him be the first one in, you’ll feel tighter.... if u let ur friends fuck u with dillies while ur sleeping you’ll be used

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umm it was kinda ok until you mentioned the drugs part...

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Yes it is crazy. Your virginity shouldn’t be taken lightly, it’s not just candy anyone can have. Save for someone special, it will be much more special.

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I would say maybe you’re not ready to have sex, the fact that you want to be drugged.. I’m sorry but none of this seems okay. This reads very young to me, but this is just my opinion.

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1. Being f*cked by a dildo first won’t guarantee that your first time with your guy friend won’t hurt. You’ll have to be properly lubed up and turned on for it and even then it could still hurt. 
2. It really isn’t a good idea to bring drugs into this. That shows you aren ready or comfortable enough for it.
3. Take care of yourself and do what is comfortable for you. Take your time and figure things out. Talk to whoever is going to be your partner and let them know how you’re feeling and what you think would feel good for you, learn about what they’d like as well.
Good luck!

Is this a crazy idea?

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