Feeling really down tonight...

I'm set on breaking up with my boyfriend tomorrow. I currently live with him and we have been together for 3 years. All through out the first year he cheated on me (didn't find out about it until months later) but my stupid ass still took him back.. he doesn't cheat anymore but he's such an asshole to me. He's constantly rude and this past week it honestly feels like he doesn't want to be around me. He left me in the room just now to go sleep on the couch because he's annoyed im on my phone right now. He literally controls everything I do and these past couple months I haven't let him so we've been butting heads lately. I wish that our relationship would work.. I feel like I just wasted 3 years of my life on someone that was never worth it or ever gave a fuck about me.. why aren't I worth it to him? I do everything for this man.. I make his food, clean his clothes and dishes, I constantly buy him the things he needs and caters to him all day but it never feels returned. He'll do a few things here and there but never without complaining about me.

I'm fr crying my eyes out. I feel so down and lost right now. I told him we should break up and he doesn't respond so I texted him and he just blocks my number and ignores me.. I was already planning on leaving tomorrow for a couple days to visit my parents but now I'm probably going to be moving out.. and I'm not looking forward to any of it 😭😭 i just need some advice or opinions. I mean anything to keep me going rn :(

I want to do nothing but cry 😭😭