My heart cannot take anymore pain. Please hear my story.

I got married January 11th of this year to the man I thought was the love of my life. About a month an a half later I found out I am pregnant. We were slowly going down hill due to fights and him getting out of the marine corps. I tried to still make things work. When one day I came home and I found him packing his things. I read him my vows that day I begged for him not to leave me pregnant. He’s now in Ohio. I am in San Diego. Now 4 months pregnant with a Babygirl. Yesterday he asked me for a divorce. Also that he would no longer be paying rent of the house we’ve been living at leaving me homeless in the next couple months. The man I fell inlove with turned out to be my little monster. He left me. Left me homeless. Like I was nothing to him. So easily. The world is a very cold place. Today I cry tears of pain. I wonder when my life will get better. Please keep me and my little girl in your prayers or thoughts thank you.