D & c

I think this is what it feels like to breathe underwater. It's like gasping and scratching at so many things but I can't find my way back up. My baby stopped growing, and tomorrow they take the rest out. I can't seem to make my lungs work, or force my heart to stop thumping in my ears. 
This is what it's like to breathe underwater. 
Thank you for the 7 weeks I had.