2nd time is harder.

Mandi
I delivered a perfect baby girl at 16 weeks 5 days on Saturday June 20 2015. She died as a result of placental abruption. There was absolutely nothing wrong with her. We named her Sylvia Danielle. 
On September 2, 2011 I gave birth to a beautiful sleeping baby boy, Oliver Franklin. 
The first time was horrible. The second is even worse. I really wish I understood why this keeps happening to us. We are good people and good parents to our 9 year old. I'm so lost right now.