Ups & Downs After A Miscarriage

Hello All, I’m posting today because I’m having a tough day. The dreadful day of February 10th 2018 will forever be etched into my mind. For those of you that have had a miscarriage may know this feeling. Anyway, but today is tough...February 10th 2018 I was only 4 & 1/2 going into my 5th month of pregnancy and my water broke. That day plays over and over in my mind some days like a scene from a horror movie. It’s going on 2 months since our loss, but I’m still having these emotional days. The days that make you think why us and you’re fighting not to be angry because there’s really no one to be angry at. I guess all of these emotions are being stirred up from this baby shower my husband and I are invited to this weekend. I just really want to say I’m sorry to any other couples that have to endure this and to also say that you are not alone. I’m speaking it into existence now that all of us who are struggling with fertility issues will have our rainbow babies. Thank you all for allowing me to vent. #RainbowBabies2018