12 DPO and Negative 😩

April • Baby #4 Is a Boy 💙 , due date November 15, 2019 🤰🏻

I feel pregnant , this month just felt different but another BFN today at 12DPO , I’m 32 , I have 3 kids ages 13, 11 & 7 so it’s been a while but I want this so bad . My cycles are always 29-30 days and I’m due for AF the 27 , anyone not get a positive until after Af?