Dear Step Father:

I didn't have a dad you were suppose to protect me! You abused me for 7 years making be believe it was normal.. you would say you want this you have to give me a real kiss... or touch me inappropriately right next to my own mom. You took advantage of a innocent child.. I am so broken an lost now 21 an I can not remember one good thing in my life only what you put me through. I have body image issues because of you. . I honestly don't want children because what you put me through. I am so scared because if anyone would touch a child of mine I believe I would kill them. I ask God why me???