Dear life,

I understand that times will get hard.

I just don't understand at times. I feel very conflicted. I don't like the lifestyle I'm living. I want to be able to work. I want to be able to have my own place a car etc. I don't have no support or help. My mom and dad don't speak to me barely. My boyfriend tries the best that he can but he has his own issues to where he cant help, and his family ain't helping none. Why do i feel as though i have nothing. I don't even have friends.

Ugh.