just venting

when i say i love this boy...i really love him but i DEADASS hate him too. he gets on my nerves, he’s an asshole, he doesn’t know how to express his feelings. i don’t know what to do with him. we not even together anymore. we’re just friends at the moment. i don’t think i even want to be with him anymore but i do at the same time. sometimes i see a future with him but ehhhhhhhh... i really love him though. that’s my baby. 😭