Need a Little Strength

Today I am having a really hard time. 6 months ago, I went through the stillbirth of my son. For the most part I have handled the grief. I've lived with it and felt it every day, but rarely has anyone beside my husband seen it. But today I feel it like a crushing force that is making it hard to move, hard to breathe. I have a 2 and a half year old son. I have to care for him and I will I he I is my I I the dark, but I just need someone to know I'm struggling today. Even though I post this anonymously, I just need someone to know I'm crumbling from the inside out. Today, it's just too much. Today I feel his absence and I want him in my arms. I love you so much.