Abortion isn't a option for me

3 months ago I had a still birth at 39 weeks. Found out this Tuesday I was pregnant again. My boyfriend is going to get pissed hes going to ignore me he's going to rage.. I know this because he did it with our first child. I'm 18 going on 19 and he will be 21. We already live together because we were having our son Kane. 1000 a month his dad and my dad split half the rent. I don't have a job but my boyfriend has an amazing job 9-12 hours everyday 20 an hour. He's pissed. He doesn't want "it" I'm 3 weeks and 5 days. He just got us a dog because we are still grieving over our Kaner. I'm giving him his space but my parents know ...my dad is tuff and gets pissed all he was was disappointed... I was going to college for trauma surgery physician assistant. Now this news... he is saying our life is over, abortion, how could we fucking do this. he did the same when I was pregnant with Kane but then he came around. I'm just scared basically will he come around this time. He says his family is going to kill him my family is Italian and very tuffffffffff and they're here for me...