She’s here. Symptoms. Happiness regardless

The bitch showed up. But her visit was expected. I’ve been pregnant twice in the last 4 months and I know my symptoms. I knew I was out this month so it was no surprise, went and got tampons a few days prior.

She arrived one day late in true af style when your hoping for a miracle.

I’m ok with that.

Slowly changing my view on my period.

Having it says to me that my body is doing what it needs to do, it’s working and functioning, it’s showing me hope for next month. It’s a “not this month, but let me prepare and make a nice new home for next month”

I’m one of the ones who is lucky to be able to call herself a mummy already to a small human. (Currently smearing tomato sauce on the floor) for those of you interested, with that pregnancy and the 2 I lost, I had all the same symptoms before my bfp......

I was not having good sleeps, a lot of tossing and turning and waking

I would wake up and need to throw the covers off because I was so hot

My need for coffee first thing changed and I found myself not enjoying it at all

I have varicose veins and I found them to be aching a lot in my legs

I would have really vivid dreams or really strangeeee dreams

I would wake up with a grumbling tummy ready to eat everything in the kitchen

There was probably more but I can’t remember now that I’m actually trying to write them.

I don’t really know the meaning of my post and if u read this far, thanks. Sorry it was so long.