idk if it makes sense.

I'm so over this. I can't get over how he shows so clearly that he still remembers his ex. I'm so tired of this! I don't know how to talk to him, what to say when I know he'll say that I'm saying stupid things but I know it because of a song that is describing about a past relationship and I understood that he still has something and after 2,5 years of relationship of us he still does. .. maybe it's not reasonable or maybe eve told me I'm super sensitive today or i got my period but I don't know, it just kills me every time. EDITED: HE'S MY HUSBAND. IF HE WAS MY BOYFRIEND I WOULD'VE LEFT HIM. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT SHIT. I ALSO HAVE LOVED IN MY LIFE BUT I NEVER MAKE IT CLEAR THAT I'M THINKING OF HIM OR SOMETHING, OR MOVE AWKWARDLY AND BE IGNORING AND AFTER A FEW MINUTES HE'S BACK FROM HIS PAST..