Still love my ex..

Me and my boyfriend of 8 months recently broke up and i was the one who broke up with him because it was like once we did things he became really distant and it was like he was using me and anytime I talked to him he would answer me very short and there was a guy who was making me feel better then he was treating me and I was letting people get into my head although I knew it was the right thing to do. But I’m still in love with him and I can’t get over him. He took my virginity and 2 or 3 weeks later he told me he doesn’t love me anymore and he’s already posting things about other girls. I really want him back but I’m afraid to tell him how I feel and him not feel the same way..