Before having a baby😖 #Vent#Please dont judge#Anyone else?

At 20 years old JUST married my husband! couldn't wait to start my married life and enjoy my husband,🤗eating pizza in bed,drinking wine naked😂clubbing together,sex in every crazy place! but in that moment of intense love making session it felt so good to say "Cum inside baby I want to feel all of you" was the night I conceived my baby,without marriage sinking in we have a new born 6 weeks in now with crazy demands and I don't even know my husband anymore,we can't agree on anything anymore,no intimacy,no time..he leaves work so early and works the latest shifts,NO SLEEP... divorce conversations are popping up out of nowhere! I know what it's like to be a mother but I never had chance to be a wife if that makes sense,baby's are a blessing and I know many are trying to conceive,but if I knew then what I know now I would of had birth control for breakfast,lunch and supper! I wasn't ready but everyday I live with the decisions I have made, while watching my amazing little human thrive 💙