I am a domestic abuse survivor I left my relationship with my ex husband in 2016 he won custody of our daughter, we had a parent plan we agreed on but he is not following it I cannot afford a lawyer, since my son was battling cancer my last legal aid of Nebraska lawyer paid for DNA test no my son is not related to my ex husband. now that I am in California living with my mom which I am doing my best to make her proud of me and accept me the way I am I think my ex husband hurt me so badly I can’t think straight I feel like a failure at times trying to take care of everything around here I never get to spend time for myself or spend time with my friends because I cannot drive my mom wants me on my medication for my A.D.H.D/ A.D.D, Sigh 😔 I still have bad dreams about when my ex has done to me I am trying so hard to let go of my past how do you keep moving forward how do you let go and try to be yourself again to realize that your moved on let love back in, I feel unhappy a lot, missing my daughter every day and my son battling cancer remission I hardly ever go for walks anymore I lost interest in a few things too I feel like my social life sucks what do I do to accomplish my life again??