SO UNFAIR

I just don’t get why the women like me, buying a home, with the most loving SO, our own cars, good jobs, fully covered insurance, would be fabulous mothers can’t get pregnant. But the women that are the opposite of that, on drugs, lose their kids over and over or keep popping them out and getting them taken away get to have them. I just don’t understand why god would do that. I just want to be a mother.