I am done

been TTC for 8 years and nothing again we both work really hard and we still live paycheck to paycheck we can't afford iui or ivf we live in northern California and I am just done I have been sad and disappointed 102 times, AF has showed her ugly face 102 times, I have cried 102 times, I have felt like a failure 102 times and I am just done. the only thing that matters anymore is I am going to marry my best friend in 40 days