Stressed

I'm so ready to have my baby girl, I'm really thinking she's better out than in at this moment. I just found out today that my boyfriend/ children's father is cheating with my friend. And as selfish as it sounds for my baby I'm trying to hold it together to continue carrying a healthy baby but it is hard. never thought this would be happening to me in a million years after 7 years you do this to me. and while I'm 9 months pregnant. talking to my doctor Wednesday about possible induction, my blood pressure is off the charts right now and I'm so scared I'm gonna hurt my baby or self. haven't been to the doctor in 2 weeks and i know she will agree with the way my blood pressure is looking right now. please pray for me and my sweet baby girl. she doesn't deserve this nor her brothers! pray for US!