Feeling discouraged

I gained over 50lbs being pregnant. I just felt hungry ALL the time. I'm paying for it now. I'm so overweight. I looked awful in my sisters wedding photos. I hate how I look. Just feeling very very self conscious. I've never been overweight before. Not sure how to pick myself up right now. Can't believe I gave up on my body and I'm only 21.

I had my baby 3 months ago. I love him to pieces.

This post doesn't reflect how I see other people, just reflects my current self confidence.