Breastfeeding isn’t all that fantastic.

I feel like I’m more frustrated and resentful towards my newborn because of breastfeeding instead of bonding with her. She’s constantly coming unlatched, then bounces around trying to relatch gets mad when I try to help her. And some feedings she’s on me for hours because she’s using me as a paci and I try to keep her awake to eat so when she falls asleep I can take her off. But no she starts screaming until I put her back on just to fall asleep 30 seconds later. I’m so over it. I have a 1 yr old also who needs my attention and I can’t because my nb is constantly on my boob. I’m about ready to just give up on it.