Should I lie about losing my virginity?

I met a really fun guy not too long ago and so far we had a few heated moments. The other day, we spontaneously decided to have sex. He asked me before if I had sex before and I lied and said yes, one time. He said he had sex with two girls so far. So, we tried to do it, but first he had some condom issues. Apparently, it wasn’t in his size and it was a bit small for his penis. He managed to have it on and went inside me, but it really hurt. I thought I was ready and that I was aroused, but it was painful. He gave up soon after because of the condom (or maybe because he couldn’t get inside me? I dont know). When he went to the bathroom to remove the condom, he noticed the blood. I was so embarrassed. He got a bit mad and asked me why I lied to him about not being a virgin. I didn’t say anything. For two days I have had light spotting and it scared me but now it stopped and I feel normal. We’ve been texting but didn’t mention the ‘incident’.

He said that we should meet up and talk. I want to stick to my lie and say that I’ve had just one guy and that first time wasn’t very good and kinda painful and that I was scared of that happening again.

I don’t see this relationship (or whatever it is) working out long term, I just want to be with him and have fun while it lasts. So, telling him this lie isn’t so bad, right? I really don’t want to admit to him that I’m a virgin (or was, before he deflowered me). Sorry for the long post. I’m crazy I know.