I'm not sure what I identify as

So for the past few months I have been questioning how I feel in my gender identity (I am a female). Sometimes I feel so uncomfortable in feminine clothes that I can't walk out the door with them on & I have to change & I also don't shave. But I am also a huuuge makeup lover & wearer & sometimes feel okay in feminine clothes. Is this normal? Can I be nonbinary? I'm just so confused and I don't know what my boyfriend would say/think.