Scared I won’t love baby #2 as much as #1

Phaedra • Wife, Mom and lover of Jesus.

Anyone else get remarried or have a baby with another man? I had my son when I was 17 and his bio dad was never involved. I met my husband when I was 20 and we got married when I was 21. He is the only dad my son has ever known. We started trying for another baby as soon as we got married and it only took 2 months. I’m almost 18 weeks now and I have this fear that I won’t love this new baby as much as I love my first son. I also am scared the baby won’t be as cute as my son.. terrible thing to think. I haven’t talked to my husband about it.. can anyone relate and make me feel like less of a horrible person????